Meh?.

the one thing i hate most in the world is when someone lies to me… even for small little tiny stuff.. in fact those are the ones that piss me off the most… why lie about such unimportant things… i feel like punching you in the face everytime you act the way you do.. i feel like every word that comes out of your mouth is a lie.. why am i here?!. you told you mother that you really wanted me back and now that im here, you could care less.. im done listening to your fucking bullshit.. im just gonna keep my mouth shut and even after you ask me whats wrong, im not gonna answer. im tired of thinking that one day you might change, its never gonna happen. the only person you care about is yourself and im getting fucking tired of it. you dont care that you hurt me and that you make me feel like ive done something horrible to deserve this treatment..

just stay quiet and show him how much im suffering… thats my plan. and im sticking to it.

the more time that passes the happier i am that im leaving, and also the more pissed off i get at the people around me right now… why should i be the one who has to change?!. im the one thats open minded to pretty much everything… im the one that listens to your opinions, at least show me some fucking respect when i try to give mine.. and im sorry but the way i speak is the way i speak, if you dont like it then tune out my voice!. i do it to you learn to do it to me!.

god, when i think things are going to just fall apart and theres nothing left for me to do, you send me an angel to help me through it!. he might not think he’s an angel but he is!. he cares about me more then i thought.. :D thank you god!.

someone entertain me.

Getting written up twice in one week is a little suspicious… I think someone has it out for me!. Well a lot of people apparently have it out for me, but I haven’t done anything to those people yet!.

its interesting that its been over a year and people are still talking…